"…Think of me, think of me fondly when we say goodbye.
Remember me, once in a while please promise me you’ll try…"
It’s the lyric of Phanton of the Opera. But I also hope you’ll "once in a while" make me feel so.
When I was frustrated by past relationships, I thought it’s time to change. I said to myself that if I could meet someone and fall in love again, I wont be afraid and hesitate. But now, Im confused.
I’ve tried to be thoughtful.
Knowing that you are busy and hardworking, I try to be more independent instead of ‘disturbing’ you. But I dont know when to call, when to text, when you will be available…or when you will spare some time for me.
I dont have enough time. That’s why I was keen to get more…
Tho I dont want to press you either.
I dont understand how you feel, and I can’t figure out. I dont know how and what I mean to you.
I dont know why I like you. It just happened. I shouldn’t rely on this too much, but I can’t help it. I just couldn’t not holding you, couldn’t not kissing you, and couldn’t not thinking of you…
Maybe this is your way of being in the relationship… But I am in the relationship too. Well, I’ll work it out!!!