I’ve told myself not to think of you, at least, not to think of you that much.
You are too busy to company me while I am just bored… what a bad timing, isnt it?
I found I would be satisfied with your caring, even it’s just one sentence, one kiss, one hug… this is not good for me:(
I know I will miss you so so so much when I go back.
I told you my eyes were swelling, but i didnt tell you it’s because of crying…
I talked with Mary last night. She’s in Chicago right now….
we talked about our relationship…although i dont even know should I name it as "relationship."
I never got this feeling before, and never try so hard to like, to love a person.
She said I should tell you how much I love you. I said, I will, I will…..
Jackie's Journal 