The balance between family and relationship, friend and work, friend and relationship, work and family…is always challenging. Sometimes I just dont know how to make a balance. I am not a workholic. But when I am working on something, I seem to ignore a lot of things. My sister always blames me for that.
I usually stay on line in the evening. However, my sister always tries to stop me from getting closer to my computer. Maybe she cares about me so much that she wants me to company her more often. I know she cares about family, she is lonely too. Thus she talks to me all the time once got chance. But it’s annoying sometimes. Sha didnt like my exboyfriend either. Maybe she’s scared that she would lose me.
Recently, she plans to have a photo book. So she’s thinking and talking about what style she will have, what pose, what facial expression….to show in the album. I guess she’s very excited about the photoshooting… how can I get rid of this??
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